stress

well not too sure where it came from...
maybe it's a pinched nerve....haven't been to a doctor in 5+ yrs, so can't say I truly know what one is. But I have pain in my shoulder....and I can barely lift my right arm...so far gimlets and scotch @ night have resolved the pain; though that doesn't help during the day.

you know the stress of work shouldn't wake me up in the middle of the night, and keep me up.

I need a vacation, 2yrs w/ no vacation is not a good thing. I think it's time to say fsck work, if they can't survive w/ me gone. Then that's their problem, maybe if they got us some more help, I wouldn't be so stressed.